I thought it would be worthwhile to explain my position more clearly. So, I'll attempt to do that here. If you find fault with my reasoning or position, I'd love to hear it.
To start off with; I'm a sceptic.
Scepticism and Flat Earth
Now I know you may be thinking "You'd have to be a real idiot to be sceptical of all the evidence provided for a round Earth," but that's not what I mean. When I say I'm a sceptic, I really mean two specific things:
1. I won't believe something without solid evidence for it; i.e. "Prove it."
2. I won't believe that any of my beliefs are objectively 'true' or 'right'; i.e. "I could be wrong."
In essence, if you Google the definition of sceptic, I'm probably that.
I do, however, accept the evidence for the round Earth. None of it is self-contradictory, it makes accurate predictions about the world, and it fits in our current scientific understanding as a whole.
"But hold on Tess," I'm sure some of you are thinking, "doesn't this mean that you believe the Earth is round?"
Well, no.
Pragmatism and Proof
As a sceptic, there's an inherent problem presented with each belief;
If I can never be sure about anything and nothing can ever be 'proven', which beliefs should I choose to believe?
As you can probably guess, one way is to accept the best-supported answer, but another (rarely contradictory in my experience, but distinct nonetheless) approach is pragmatism. This means the sceptic accepts the most useful answer.
I am, in most cases, a pragmatist. But not all.
Romanticism? What's That?
Romanticism is a made-up term I'm using to describe one way I determine which beliefs to hold. In essence, romanticism is a philosophy for choosing beliefs. It determines this based on which one is 'coolest', or subjectively the most appealing.
Obviously, as a sceptic, I'm not simply going to accept every theory that I personally like. I'd like to believe that my tap will start dispensing chocolate, but I'm incredibly sceptical that such a thing is true.
The Reason Tessa Yuri Believes in the Flat Earth
In my mind, nothing can ever be proven correct. However, if two theories are viable (both supported by evidence), and the answer isn't going to meaningfully impact my life, then I'm going to choose the one I like best. And in a nutshell, that's why I believe in a flat Earth. I want to, so I do.
Of course, now I've asserted that the flat Earth and the round Earth are both supported by evidence. That's a pretty big assertion, and if I want any other sceptics to believe me, I'd better have some rock solid evidence.
Belief
In our current limited understanding, science often assumes the Earth is round. But this, in my mind, is the same way we assume Newtonian gravity is correct on the small scale because it is useful and predicts many things, even though relativity explains things better on the large scale. The Earth appearing round on the small scale doesn't prove that it is round, any more than Newtonian gravity working on the small scale doesn't prove that it exists.
I've never had it proved to me that it doesn't work to consider the Earth as a flat surface (using the common definition) in non-Euclidean space, so that is one reason I often present non-Euclidean Earth as a viable model. But that isn't the only way the Earth can be flat. One of the responses to the information paradox presented by black holes is that the information is stored on a 2-dimensional surface. And indeed, there is no scientific disproof of the notion the entire universe is encoded information on a 2-dimensional surface, which is one field of exploration branching off of string theory. If anyone wants to talk about these things further with me, I'm more than happy to do so in separate threads.
But the short of it is this; it is more useful in many cases to conceptualise the Earth as being round, but there's no evidence to conclusively prove that beyond all reasonable doubt, and my belief in a flat Earth doesn't hinder my ability to understand the properties of the Earth. It looks round because to us, it essentially is. But that might not be the case.
Why I'm Sure You All Think I'm an Idiot
Ultimately, my belief the Earth is flat is grounded in romanticism. I find it amazing the progress we've made as a civilisation; from people who drew circles on rocks with their city in the middle to represent the world, to people who have gone to space, walked on the (flat) moon, and danced among the stars. I want to do my best to honour that progress and to do that I embrace wholeheartedly all the weirdness of science. It's not going to affect my life in any great way if the Earth is flat or round. So I will use my choice of that belief to demonstrate my appreciation for science and humanity.
If you like, you could say that civilisation has, for a considerable portion of history, thought the Earth is flat, or that we've lost the ability to see it correctly, or any other spiritual explanation for why Earth romanticism is a valid belief system. You could say that my flat Earth is wrong, and another version is accurate. Or you could say that I'm a moron with a poor understanding of physics.
But I'm sceptical of all of those things. What I do have sufficient evidence of is that there's no reason why the Earth can't be flat and that science is pretty cool. So Earth romanticism is more of an extension of a philosophy for me, just a philosophy backed up by science.
Obviously, if you have any questions, feel free to ask me! And thanks to all who sat through all that text! Wow, that was a lot!