If you are dead set that there is no God, then there is no changing your own mind. God would have to do that. Truth is, He is sovereign, and in control of everything. If you laugh and scoff at that, then you are who you are. Exactly as God made you to be.
If there is no God, I would lose nothing in death by believing and knowing there is why I'm still alive. That is, if I'm wrong, hypothetically speaking, and I died in a car wreck along with an atheist, we would both go on into nothing. Therefore, me believing there is something while I'm alive, will not effect the outcome of my situation when I die. So, if the atheist is right, while we were both alive, it really wouldn't matter in death. There would be nothing gained. Or lost. It simply wouldn't matter anymore.
But if I am right, and the atheist is wrong, everything stands the chance of being lost for him.
I honestly have no idea whether or not there is a God. I really want to know and understand the logic behind it because I've been reading the bible and some of the stuff in it don't make sense, and other things are just awful and things I would never devote my life to. And the idea of an eternal afterlife, doesn't make sense to me either.
The Bible is not god, neither is a cross or a man - if those didn't make sense to you and confused you > then free yourself from being subjective to earthly matter and believe in the goodness in you!
God is not a stone to talk to and offer repentance > talk to yourself and be the judge of your actions and behavior, before you're judged by others.
If there were a God, he wouldn't ask you to do more than that!
God is NOT an entity, people - God is the goodness in us > just open your hearts and pass it on to others!
Ok, I believe in the goodness in me. I try to help others as much as I can. What is the point of calling it god? It is not supernatural and I do not need a belief in a soul to want to help others. As for freeing myself from earthly matter, I don't plan on rejecting all that I know and leaning on faith for my answers.
Then don't call it anything!
Why do we keep looking for imaginary physical gods, to see to believe in? Why?
The goodness in you and the one in me share the same properties and same effects on us and others around us?
It's power - generated pulses of the same nature in all of us.
You are not just a physical being > you are a sentient being!
Love is generated feelings and emotions - so, why call it love?
It's a power that you can't see, but you can feel!
You can feel another person thousands of miles away from you with that power - which has split and rested in two hearts, where it belongs and from where it's launched.
All 7 billion people around the planet share a part of that power, which have the same qualities and effects on all.
It's a power, which is not physical, vibrations on a different dimension and different realm, has same effects on all sentient beings and shields them like a magnetic field - imagine 7 billion "magnetic fields" of same frequency and same vibration > wouldn't that power occupy a realm of existence somewhere, somehow?
And what I meant by freeing yourself from earthly matter was; you don't need a physical god to believe in - whether it's a man, a cross, a statue or a book, and certainly didn't mean to let go and reject everything to follow a faith!
By freeing yourself from that kind of submission and limitation, the goodness in you will take over and get bigger and expands.
So, don't call the goodness in you any other than what it means, just believe in it and believe you're a good person.
If I were God, I wouldn't ask anymore of you to do - just be a good person, and that should be good enough for me!