I made reddit post while ago on this subject
There is some sage advice in that thread. For example, this:
Oh, if you're just a teenager then I highly encourage you to avoid reading too much exciting crank garbage and instead follow more traditional teaching in physics and other sciences.
Before you start trying to tear down the foundations of modern physics, it's important to learn those foundation principles. Then you can learn how to test them. You can find where the weaknesses are. You will have had time to learn beyond the Pop-Science version of how some concepts are communicated to the masses. You might even have time to learn more advanced mathematics that you can apply to some of your own hypotheses about how to resolve some of the aforementioned weaknesses you may have found.
Posting around the internet saying "Hey, this dude talks a good game, I think the cut of his jib, everyone should take him more seriously" when you don't have anything other than gut instinct and a feeling of being overwhelmed by the amount of content someone has just thrown at you is going to drive you crazy - there's no shortage of wacko things that very confident and very poorly informed (or even possibly malicious) people will say just to ruffle feathers.
You belive i don't want to follow that advice?
Dude,
i got space book at the age of 3. I had intrest ever since. Why do you belive i WANT to follow seretain poster or any other wacky science? I just want to
give up. To forget about it. And i did that sereval times. If you look at my post history you will see gaps. May,June, August, September, Novemver, December and begining of February and now are times i go back at wacky science. There is SOMETHING which draws me back here? Is it intuition? God telling me that it is right? Just wierd psychology or that "phase"?
Something always sparks my intrest. For example, now i tried re-writing my notes where i kept links to works (in case i forget something). It is pretty chaotic, you know?
I want to give up, just to start beliving them, rather to spend weeks here. But on other side i won't throw childhood of dreaming to go to Space. You might know how some teenagers go and follow wacky things online? Like politics or 4Chan or whatewer. This is science for me. It it weren't my love for space i whoid belive stupid science i find online, like most flat Earthers do.
I want to travel back in time to end of 2019 so i can never find some link leading here which got me into it. I was then following "basic" FE. Well debunkers but it still counts. Thiese ideas pale in comparision to ideas i am into now.
I know some of you will stop responding to me beacause i am "just a stupid kid" and that there is no point in debating. Trust me atlest once, there is. You are helping me a lot