Perhaps one day, you will understand.
And so, we have come full circle. Those who know the earth is flat are victims of Science because "The Scientific Establishment" is part of "The Great Conspiracy", and the poor guys that have "understood" are forced into submission by the impossible requirement of making a scientifically sound case. At best, they can only say that Rowbothan did the experiments he said he did and correctly interpreted the results; and everybody since then is too lazy or too stupid to repeat, review and analyze what Rowbothan did. Or maybe everyone who does any of the above inmediately and magically becomes part of the conspiracy.
I can only say to you: grow up, buy a telescope with equatorial mounting, that is, any telescope designed for astronomical viewing. Make your own precise measurements of the movement of celestial objects to see if there are any measurements that support the hypothesis of a hovering sun or moon, like the change in size of these objects or a speeding or slowing in angular change in position during the day. Look for telltale signs of optical illusions, like chromatic separation in stars far from the zenith (for example, 45 degrees away from the zenith). You will find that science is not just what you read in books, it is something you can do yourself, far away from any conspiracies. If you find that the angular speed of any star is about 30% slower when it is 45 degrees away from the zenith than when it is at the zenith, you wil have made science and destroyed the conspiracy.
You can also make experiments to discover the shape of the surface of large masses of water, but take into account that it has to be carefully made and it is more expensive than just buying a telescope and learning to use it.
And finally, accept that no good science can be done without those pesky numbers. The meanest of all the confabulations of The Great Dictator is the demonic curse on all those who do "understand" that made them too lazy to collect, analyze and show results in numbers.