dirt

   What do these
   numbers mean?

   They came to me
       in a dream.

196 122 188 64 92 18
36 12 8 13 124 8 0 8
74 102 184 8 36 52 8
18 99 52



    1,728 Rooms.
Nothing here but dirt.


   A lonely bird lands
   on your shoulders.

   It is soft to the touch

   Do you dare touch it?

   You wish it was this
     warm every day
        of the year.



    These rolling hills
  are beautiful in every
   way. Makes you sick
       doesn't it?

   I burried the first disk
   18 inches below Earth.

   Dirt dirt everywhere.
     The bird whispers:
       I told you so!
       I told you so!



    Angelic encounters.
   Persistent thoughts
           of failure

          Fear of God

      Prolonged terrible
          nightmares

         Out of body
         experiences.
      Dirt dirt dirt dirt



    We will vacation in
 Italy on our honeymoon
  She can relax while I
       Play the piano.
    Then we dance until
   we can dance no more.
      While drinking wine
        from the worlds
       greatest vineyards

   But I can dream, right?



.....................................

   I am sorry for being so
          shitty to you.

   I feel I have some
          blame

      We tortured you.
   If I had not know you
   from before you may
    have had a chance.

   I was looking you up
     to say sorry now
   that we were grown.

   You wanted to know
   why we were how we
       where to you.

   We could have been
         friends now.

 Sorry I was late buddy.

                  

It all makes sense if you consider weed is legal in the Netherlands