For some reason, I just do not believe you have always been like this...something changed somewhere.
You are wrong. I have always been what I am.
See my CV -
http://heiwaco.com/cv.htm .
But the ferry M/S Estonia accident 1994 influenced me:- ~1000 people dead. I was operating similar ships and decided it should not happen to them.
It ended in more deaths
after the sinkng. My friend BS1 that was the government technical investigator of the incident suddenly died February 1997 after having told me October 1996 he never wanted to see me. POUF ... he was dead. Cancer! BS1 had invented a fake cause of accident 1994. The visor! BS1 was in very bad company.
Another friend of mine, BS2, same initials, lost his brother in the Estonia sinking. BS2 therefore spent a lot of private time and money to find out what happened and we cooperated. BS2 also died suddenly. Hm!
12 Estonian crew members apparently survived the 1994 sinking ... but disappeared afterwards.
I describe the deaths and tragedies at
http://heiwaco.com . My biz is peaceful safety at sea. I just wanted to assist sorting out a tragic ship sinking to improve safety at sea. And was dragged into this ... mass murder.
Anyway. 1999 I was repairing a ship at Mombasa, Kenya. Hard work. But Kenyan shipyard workers often get distracted by family biz like births, weddings, burials, birthdays, influencas and local festivities so work progressed slowly. By chance I met a beautiful, intelligent, staggeringly clever, Saxon woman, E, in the bar of the ***** hotel, where I had a suite overlooking the Indian Ocean. She asked me what I was doing in this bar. Or I asked her. So we met in the hotel bar before dinner/supper. Very romantic.
E told me later a little about herself. Her parents had been arrested and tortured by the KGB/Stasi 1958 so when she came home from school one day nobody was there. It was terrible. The father had helped Stalin building the a-bomb years before. It took several years for E to reunite with her parents. I told E about what I was doing. She then supported me 100%.
And that's why I create my
Challenges. People should be encouraged to check out what really happened in the past, including ridiculous US human space trips to the Moon, and why authorites fake so many things. The people involved do it for money. Basic. Doesn't surprise me the least.
But it is not my style. I haven't really changed since 1946. But I have just grown up and experienced a lot.