I am not angry that my view is being crushed. I am angry at how ridiculous and stubborn you are being for no reason at all ignoring all evidence!
There are reasons for many conspiracies such as 9-11, was Bin Laden really killed like they say, NSA keeping tabs on you, many many conspiracies have some reasoning and logic behind them. There are reasons to believe in some conspiracies. But there is absolutely no reason or any evidence to believe the Earth is flat other than just to be different. If there was anything even close to evidence at all, I would also be open to it, but so far I see nothing. Your meme of how Hitler believed the Earth is round but the pope didn't is ludicrous. Many great people over centuries also believe the Earth is round so WTF?
You will not accept anything or anyone so you need to go around the Earth yourself. You can also save money and get some therapy and as your mental issues clear up, your flat Earth ideas will also clear up and you can get back to leading a life focused on more important things.