I'm becoming worried about you. Are you ok? You seem ... deranged.
You are displaying classic obsessive compulsive behaviour. You have to learn when to let things go.
Pop the kettle on. Listen to some soothing music. And try to stop the evil spectre of "INS" from swirling round your head like a fat kid looking for cookies in a kitchen bereft of said yummy treats.
Realising the earth is flat often blows the minds of those it dawns upon. Too much, too soon. Softly softly sweet "The Knowledge".